We all have those days, the ones where the past just lingers in your mind. The things you should have, could have, would have done....and I have to say I am the queen of second guessing myself. The last week has been just one of "those" weeks. It seems only common that when one thing goes wrong, it all spirals out of control. From personal matters, to stuff with work......you start to wonder what exactly has brought you to this point. The point where you are ready to throw in the towel. It has been 11 months now since we said we were going to get out of this town. Our 8 month goal gone.....our 1 year goal fast approaching. When will it end? Today I am desperately trying to find the answers for the questions I have. How do I get rid of everything, when I can't focus one one thing? Where do we go, when all I want is to not be here? I know that no one but me can answer those questions, but I also know we all have those struggles in our lives, and honeslty, I am completely open to ideas!